Well well well what has been happening , hmm . Arh for months i've wanted to dabble in airbrush art , but life was a little too hectic .
Okz things have slowed down say ten percent :) , so i spent this week ordering a airbrush kit , it's so kewl .
I love working on large area's compared to a small canvas . Last night i worked on a canvas 3ft by 4 ft thats a good size but i like working on a complete wall ,that is awesome .
Well i'm off to Newie in 6.5 hrs . I have to catch a bus doh , my car needs some work done on it .I truely haven't found the time to book it in , life has been hectic over the last nine weeks ...
Anyways i am off to Newcastle Royal hospital , no oneone is sick except for the flu. The views from the hospital are so nice , i just took these pics last time i was in there . I really don't like the Royal it's so old and the lifts almost break down all the time , it's creepy . Last time we was in there we used the stairs , after walking up so many flights the door on the top floor was locked grrr , so down we went like 200 or more stairs. The stairwell is so creepy as well hehe i'm a sook , well i better go to bed i have to be up early.
Btw they've been filming the Newcastle movie , so keep an eye out for it next year Andrew Johns is in it , it's about the beach life we live in Newie and Lakie although it's called Newcastle they were filming at Redhead beach " Lake Macquarie"
Oh well thats about all i have to share as the rest is like a tv soap .. cheerz tcz
Funny how the years, They just pass us by Seems like yesterday, You were in my life You always wanted to start a family I was way too young, I was runnin' free
[Chorus] If you could only see me now, You'd realise I'm not the boy who made you cry You gave yourself, I didn't see it You died in me, I should have saved you Wish you were here with me
I thought i knew it all, How stupid could i be I think of what i had, And it makes me weep
[Repeat chorus]
Sometimes, You hurt the ones who love you most And sometimes, You hold the ones who leave you lost And sometimes You learn, but it's too late It's too late
You gave yourself, I didn't see it You died in me, I should have saved you You gave yourself Why did you give youself to me You died in me, Why was i too blind to see Wish you were here with me
I love solitude , it's very rare for to become lonely .. I can loose myself in natures beauty or fine arts, poetry and drawing are my release and escape from overload .
Often i find myself drifting in cyberspace , reading the minds of other sometimes blogs , but more often poetry.
Bunnings Warehouse = Dangerous kid zone = Also debit charges for goods not purchased
Right now I'm so annoyed with Bunnings Belmont store . I just contacted the manager in regard to my bank statement stating purchases , one amount i never bought anything for being $40.00 . I have to wonder if this has occurred before as i rarely check my bank details , i usually just quickly pay bills online.
The manager was rude and asked if i had the docket for the items i never bought . I said why would the sales assistant give me a docket for two separate purchases , when i only made one purchase . To me she has keyed in the wrong about of stones and then never canceled that purchased maybe she thought she did, and went on to charge me for the lesser amount of stones i purchased as well . Grrr I'm annoyed as i have spent $700.00 on white stones for my court yard. Who knows if that has happened before , not to mention the unsafe kid zone they have , Joseph cut head on the house and on one occasion tripped in the store and a chunk of skin was taken from his knee .. The list is endless , after this i will no longer shop at Bunnings , for months since Josephs last injury i haven't taken my children to the store .I will no longer shop at bunnings again.
Moral of the story always check your bank statements ,and dockets stores tend to rip us off. Only take your children to safe kid zones ....
Well i was just reading the compatibility of Scorpio and Sagittarius hehe i know they're not a match made in heaven , but most guys that send me messages on rsvp are sags .
If it's getting harder to face every day Don't let it show, don't let it show Though it's getting harder to take what they say Just let it go, just let it go
And if it hurts when they mention my name Say you don't know me And if it helps when they say I'm to blame Say you don't own me
Even if it's taking the easy way out Keep it inside of you Don't give in Don't tell them anything Don't let it Don't let it show
Even though you know it's the wrong thing to say Say you don't care, say you don't care Even if you want to believe there's a way I won't be there, I won't be there
But if you smile when they mention my name They'll never know you And if you laugh when they say I'm to blame They'll never own you
Even if you feel you've got nothing to hide Keep it inside of you Don't give in Don't tell them anything Don't let it Don't let it show
What can i say I love my Bissell Quickwash it is amazing . After looking for the best deal and best service , i purchased my Bissell Quickwash from Harvey Norman , yes my favorite store . This product is truly amazing cleans carpet and hard floors , i would truly recommend it as it works 100% . My friends were so impressed by how clean my carpets were after using it ,that they went and purchased one. Yes they're copy cats hehe , well i am always telling them this is great , what to buy what not to buy .Of course the Bissell Quickwash is a must if you want a light cleaning machine that does and amazing job.
Well Nick has moved back home under circumstances i won't share. The good the bad the ugly , now i have two TVs in my lounge room , well i did until his Sony stuffed up , this is the second 60in Sony Grand Wega to stuff up. It is actually still in the service centre , it has been there for the past month as Sony didn't want to fix it under warranty and the repair service manager is a scammer. Oh well after weeks of contacting Sony and service centre ,the end result was contact Department Of Fair Trading and of course Sony were obligated to pay for the repairs , it's too long a story to blog about but there are many forums relating to Sony's faulty TVs ... the dreaded 6 blinking lights means you fuse has blown , and should take 15 mins to replace not two weeks or a $240.00 fan cleaning cost tsk tsk , don't be scammed . Of course there is also the green blob problem , i noticed that on Nick's first Sony Grand Wega TV , within 5 Min's of watching it , also there is the blue blob problem .
Well i will watch Nick's when it arrives but the road service guys , who knows when that will be . They are so unprofessional sitting a TVs on the driveway grr.
Well there are a million forums on these TVs and as much as i would like a big TV , hmm I'll stick with my 69cm awa , as it runs fine .
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
