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sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: January 2006
sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Summer Vacation
The school holidays or summer break ends on Monday and Tuesday , no more sleeping in and being lazy . Come Wednesday my home will be so quiet and my bank account so low hehe , at least now with only three children going to school the cost is much less then having five children being in school .
Oh well i am not sure how i will spend my days for the next 12 weeks , maybe i will go to Sydney now and then :) .
I was going to spend Australia Day in at the foreshore ,but the crowds were huge and i would of spent too much money.
I instead decided to sleep in until lunch time and bath my kitty because she smelt stinky hehe. Also i am creating a moonglow garden ,which is going to cost asmall fortune in the end .
Anyways i better stick with being a auzziespirit hehe
World Of Darkness i have always been interested in mystical realms , spirits and after life ect. All the spooky stuff hehe .World Of Darkness is where i shall play rpc.
I thought i should post a few weeks early hehe. I wonder if you guys and gals receive Valentines day gifts that you like or do you receive silly gifts.
Okz it's been a few years since i received a real Valentines Day gift ,well besides virtual roses ect.
Now let me think back a few years ago haha a friend of mine from high school days called in to visit me on Valentines day as his sister lives close by.
You'd never guess what he bought me for Valentines Day , he said he was going to buy me roses . Oh but he decided because we are mates he should buy me a more practical gift , yes he bought me a beach sunshade .That was so nice of him because he said "Now you can go to the beach whenever you want and the kids can use the sunshade and not get sunburnt.
Now you might understand why we are just mates hehe..
Anyways i must say without being snotty , sometime guys just can't get presents right .
So i am going to put some links up to give guys a better idea of what to buy for Valentines Day, for me of course haha ...
Yes i am a homey person , my home is my haven :). I was talking to D and she asked me if i could ever live with someone else after being on my own for so long. Just coz her hubby was home cleaning and i said oh i'll have one of those hehe ,a hubby that cleans . Haha of course i was only joking , as i am too set in my own ways i like my laid back lifestyle and not having to ask for permission to go out especially to the beach .I know all guys aren't like that but i am sure i am too set in my own ways haha i just don't like anyone telling me what to do .
My goodness it's after 1pm and im still in my pj's , it's so hot .I should clean the pool and go for a swim but i couldn't be bothered .I think i'll wear a sarong today haha i was surfing the net early hours this morning and i thought the sarong comments on here were funny lol , well at least one made me laugh.
I Don't Understand What Happened to Us I don't understand what happened to us Or why you have turned away. Of course you are free to do as you like, But first I have something to say.
To me it had seemed we could go on forever, So close were our hearts, and at ease, So much did we share, yet the words never faltered, So I thought as time did as it pleased.
Whatever I did that has made you unhappy, Or am that is not to your taste, Or would be were I to return to your graces, Or won't be if I am replaced:
I want you to know that your friendship is something I treasure, and would not now end. If you would be willing to turn to embrace me, You'd find in me still a good friend.
Haha right now i'm in the forums reading about fruitloop guys hehe. Yes ya get that if ya go to chatrooms , well i gave up chatting long ago especially in chatrooms eeewwwy too many fruitloops for me haha.Give me the cereal fruitloops anytime , but wackos in chatrooms looking for cs or trying to do a con job on ya emotions .As they say if ya told a lie often enough ya will believe it so for me chatrooms are outta bounds.
Plus i don't really chat with anyone n e more i'm too lazy tehe
Stubborn. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Never looks at people's flaws or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Loving and loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can budget successfully.
FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite. Has lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitates, tends to put things off. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Makes friends easily. Shows character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Easily bored. Fussy and stubborn. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious.
JULY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Sometimes difficult to understand. Quiet unless excited or tense. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation for hard work. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly, but not always approachable. Emotionally temperamental. Moody and easily hurt. Witty. Not mean or revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and illogical things. Sensitive and forms friendships carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Broods about the past and misses old friends. Quiet, homey person. Has difficulty making new friends. Prone to having dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leaders hip qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Stubborn. Quiet. comfortable if have to talk to a group. Calm. Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Secretive. Loves sports and leisure Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.
OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Sexy. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making new friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Day dreamer. Loyal. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Honest, does not pretend. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children
NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions, sexy. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trust worthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
DECEMBER
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy.. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.
Wiriadi Sutrisno from California met Rita Sri Mutiara Dewi from Bandung via the Internet. Sutrisno proposed via the internet and finally they exchanged wedding vows in a ceremony using Voice over Internet Protocol (VoIP) which was supervised by a Muslim religious official, the Jakarta Post reports.
Being oceans apart they have never met in real life , only via the internet.
I have read of people becoming engaged online ,but this is the first time i have read of couples being married online.
I wonder if this will be the new trend in cyberspace....
Music soothes thy soul :) it can bring you up or bring you down . Or of course make ya wanna dance around hehe.
Well right now i'm at the forums catching up on the gals and how their love is or isn't , and of course they're dedicating songs to one's they love or lost along lifes destiny.
It appears Savage Garden rank highly , after all " Truly Madly Deeply " is a special song .
Although i thought i would post
Ship to Shore (Chris DeBurgh)
Ship to shore Do you read me anymore? This line is bad, I'm fading Ship to shore Answer my call Send me a signal A beacon to bring me home
I have been to see the world Tasted life at every turn But all the time your face Came back to haunt me Day by day the feeling grew I know I'm still in love with you The further I go the more I know it I wanna show it
Ship to shore Do you read me anymore? This line is bad, I'm fading Ship to shore Answer my call Send me a signal A beacon to bring me home
Moving fast all systems go You and I had time to grow Until there was a breakdown in transmission How I wish that we could turn the clock back To the times when we were lovers In the true sense of the meaning You must believe me
Ship to shore Do you read me anymore? This line is bad, I'm drowning Ship to shore Answer my call Send me a signal A beacon to bring me home
Ship to shore Ship to shore
I cannot believe my eyes But I'm beginning to see it now
Country music is really not my kind of music because it is usually sad stuff .
But i read a article on Catherine Britt , the other day .She of course is a Newie back home from US for the christmas break.
Now because Desi likes sad songs ;) jj and i like Elton John , i thought i would check out Catherine Britt and Elton John's duet , it's okz but yeah a sad song . Although sad songs say so much , i guess that's why they call it the blue's is one of my fav's.
Wishing you all the best for 2006 Well i have been swimming under the midnight sky :) yes the glory of a heatwave .Well i am off to the pool another swim and float while drifting , i'll star gaze .
Lets not forget
Auld Lang Syne : Lyrics
Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And auld lang syne!
Chorus.-For auld lang syne, my dear, For auld lang syne. We'll take a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne.
Take carez , and may God bless you all Much love sweetspirit xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go