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sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: November 2005
sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire
Monday, November 28, 2005
Forums = Role playing chat
Well just a quick post i think hmmm actually i could blah blah blah about heaps of stuff but i am too lazy .
Truth is now days i live in the forums , not really but when i am online thats where i cyber seek.
Some interesting topics , like ppl who fake their death online just to end a cyber relationship..
Well we all know there are weirdos in cyber space just the real world , weirdos scammers ect.
There are too good stories in the forums to tell , i would be here for ages if i was to start nagging about them hehe.
But anyways right now i should be in bed but i am going to role play chat , not sure what i will be a witch haha heheee , a cat meow , maybe a witches cat , or a spider ,or goddess , or just a spirit.
Anyways role playing should be fun as long as i don't meet any demons ..... eeeekkkks
"Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself, and know that everything in this life has purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from." Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
Soccer or Dr House.. Aussie Aussie Aussie Ooi Ooi Ooi
Hey of course the only choice "Soccer"
Australia v'd Uruguay oh and what a game it was ! Yes i gave up a two hour special of House to watch the game .I made Joey watch it with me hehe, while Em complained and Bay done flips on my bed .
Where is your favorite place to dine or just eat and relax .The 16's footers sailing club is one of my favorite places .Why because it is right on the water and the food is great , most of all i can relax and watch the sunset .My most favorite times of the day are sunrise and sunset . Last Thursday Nick and i was going to go for lunch at the 16's but decided to go for dinner as it was really hot and i didn't feel like cooking dinner .Of course it become a family dinner with my children.
I told Desi i'd share a photo of the views from where we sat and relaxed eating while the sun was setting for the evening.
It is becoming like dictatorship , now i would truly like to say my peace of mind but sadly freedom of speech also now has it's limits in Oz .Yes it feels like terrorists aren't are main problem ,cover ups are a big problem.
Now it is way past my freedom of awake hours , ok it almost feels like every aspect of aussie life is changing at a speed no one wants to accept .
Now as of this year no ne can report on anything Asio does for at least a period of two years after the occurred date.
So was that why police ect where given new powers last week ! So they could go ahead and carry out this weeks raids and it be splashed all over the media .
Because if only asio carried out these raids , it would be a no no to print anything in relation to the raids.
It is a interesting thought considering , these raids totally took the emphasis away from
and as if we haven't heard enough garbage a certain female figure from the Liberal party who's name i won't mention had to once again bring up the issue of banning the hajab in public schools pffft honestly .
Okz my list is not finished as i think to myself what a crazy world,
no wonder " God Save The Queen " is no longer sang in aussie schools .
Maybe it should be " God save Australia or God save the world"
You are not a real aussie unless you play backyard cricket haha , well for me that is cricket in the school playground because i don't have a backyard just a little courtyard.
Yesterday was my birthday and i want to say thanks to Nicky n Jessie for coming to see me and the day couldn't of been any better .Too bad im so good at cricket haha and Nick had to try his hardest to get me out hehe .
Thanks to my babies for all the special gifts you all made , they are so precious to me .Just like all of you.
Well silly me today i am so so sore from playing cricket guess i have to bludge today hehe.
I am so silly i changed my phone numbers n forgot to tell my bro , tsk tsk. I received two emails from him " hey whats ya phone number " and of course he teased me about catching up this week as he will be at Avoca Beach on the central coast.
He asked if i would like to come to Avoca Beach then said oh wait there too many bridges for lol.
Yes i really don't like driving over all those bridges , i've had that phobia since the Newcastle earthquake tsk tsk .Although i did combat kinda last year when i went over the Sydney Harbour bridge . The worst bridge is Glebe Island bridge i really don't like that bridge tsk tsk.
Well maybe i will head off to Avoca Beach i haven't been there for so long .I use to go stay at their holiday house right on MacMasters beach :) . I think i will go hmm how can i resist , after all it's only ten bridges i have to cross ewww haha .Nah ya only live once ,then again maybe i drowned in a past life .
No i just think being trapped in a car and drowning would be a yucky way to go.
oh my baby, don't cry oh my babe, just say goodbye oh now baby, don't cry oh my babe, at least we tried
at least we tried to make it but in these days i'm so confused oh my love, at least we had it let me hold on to you
oh my baby, don't cry oh my babe, just say goodbye oh now baby, don't cry oh my babe, at least we tried
at least we tried but we lost it i will remember how you stood there and you smiling and you smile there with me
oh my baby, don't cry oh my babe, just say goodbye oh now baby, don't cry oh my babe, at least we tried
oh my baby, don't cry oh my babe, just say goodbye, say goodbye oh now baby, don't cry oh my babe, at least we tried, ohh oh my baby, don't cry oh my babe, just say goodbye goodbye my baby, don't cry oh my babe, at least we tried, whoa
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go