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sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: May 2005
sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire
Friday, May 27, 2005
Today
Well today is almost over and i spent most of it in front of the idiot box watching the Schapelle Corby Verdict.I'm almost in sleep mode ,even after drinking so much coffee tsk tsk.I can say i am pleased Schapelle didn't receive the death penalty.I was suprised that after receiving her 20 year sentence, the officers in fact did let Schapelle hug both her mum and dad,Well thats about it from me in regard to this post .I guess the media circus awaits the appeal ect ect, as for me . Im outta here ... Have a great weekend all n tcz
I spent today shopping,watching tv talking on the phone .Of course in my home and i am sure many aussies homes ,the Schapelle Corby verdict is talked about.I spoke with Nick about it today,the fact that the Indonesia has increased its police to one hundred was like "whats really going on". Earlier this week there was reports of a breakout, but that soon died down.So many aussies are over there ,i myself said to Nick damn i'd be more concerned about bombings then a breakout.So now the story continues the with The United States Embassy in Jakarta, Consulate General in Surabaya, and all other U.S. Government facilities in Indonesia will be closed beginning May 26, 2005 until further notice because of a security threat.I am certain i wouldn't want to be over there ,well of course aussie's are advised" Australians are advised to defer non-essential travel to Indonesia. Australians in Indonesia who are concerned for their safety should consider departing. Australians who consider their presence in Indonesia to be essential should exercise extreme caution"
Also some speculation was mentioned that Schapelle may be murdered .Now i wonder is it media hype or the world we live in.To tell you my thoughts well with over 100 journalists and many people at the Bali court, hmm it wouldn't suprise me .
I might blog before the verdict but most likey after the verdict, in oz it's live coverage.I guess unless you live in oz ,it would be really hard to understand how many aussies have been and are waiting for the outcome.
Wow i have so many things i need to catch up with ,after being sick. So my bedroom needs a make over hehe.Plus i really wanna start going back to the art studio , im just too lazy .Well okz gonna spend the next few days changing rooms around phooey .Hey any of you guys remember Hong Kong Phooey ? Okz i have to go do a bit as the boys are getting new beds soon and i need to sort out their room. cheerz tcz
I'm just wondering hmm how many places can one go ,without being under surveillance. I don't think it is a bad thing being filmed on a bad hair day hehe. I was just thinking all the times i leave home ,without my face hehe revlon and i'm being filmed hehe. Okz too many hehe, but if i woke every morning and i consciously thought .Oh i am going to the bank "oh i will be filmed almost everywhere i go,shopping service station, public transport buses the beach.Haha maybe i should think about putting my face on more often when i go shopping.Actually did you guys know that a gal actually caught her bf cheating on her via cam. Yes poor gal her bf was holidaying in Oz at was at Bondi beach .The gal decided to check the beach webcam ,and saw her bf on the beach smooching another gal.
The Star Online stated that "Virginia Leong had said "she would not leave Australia until she had both her children with her.
Now i have seen all her interwiews and not once have i heard her say or state that information.I have heard her say ,that she has not seen her son for four years.As the father wouldn't allow the son to visit her in the detention centre,but she did speak to her son via phone regularly.She also stated she can't wait to see him and what he looks like now and how much his grown.
Knowing Australian FamilyLaws, of course Virginia Leong will have contact with her son , but full custody and be able to remove him from his father and country.I don't believe the statement from the star is accurate, that would be why Virginia has wanted to have Australian status.
Virginia Leong and her daughter Naomi left the SydneyVillawood Detention
Virginia Leong and her daughter Naomi left the Sydney Villawood Detention centre 9:30pm (AEST), although their immigration status remains unclear.The Malaysian Government has agreed to give the 3-year-old citizenship her but Virginia Leong, who also has a seven-year-old son in Sydney, believes accepting Malaysian citizenship will prevent her from seeing her son again.As i watched her being interviewed on tv ,Ms Leong was extremely pleased and glad to be free.
I should be so lucky ,okz this is my neighbourhood.The best thing about living here is it is so quiet except for the daycare centre ,which took a lot of getting use to.All those kiddies crying at 6am when their parents drop them off for the day.I am use to it now ,but one of the good things about living here is is the beauty retreat on the corner.My girls go there all the time,as for me well not often enough hehe.The bad thing about living here is it gets really spooky at night ,because i only have a few neighbours.Oh yeah i'm a scardy cat hehe. cheers
So of course i took some pic's of them .Nick asked what i was doing .Hehe i'm trying to get a shot of the moon.Hey during the day .Yeah i said see, up there. Nick said " I don't think it will turn out any good .Oh well come for a walk the kids are at the daycare roller bladin.I'll take a few pics up there.
Today as i was about to go take some pic's around the neighbourhood "Ah surprise beep beep ,i turned around to see who was blowing their car horn.Ar surprise Nicky and Jessie had turned up for a visit.Yay
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
