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Monday, July 28, 2014

shift work

Ever since my son started working almost 4 years ago , I haven't had a routine worth having. With his odd hours and no public transport during most shifts , I am the driver zzzzzzzzz . He finished at 7pm tonight and no public transport after 6pm on sundays . He will be up for work in just over two hours . He is such a good worker and a hard worker often doing 9 hrs shifts and even when his sick he will still go to work , because he doesn't want to let anyone down .

Fake people

I really cannot stand fake people What was it oh yeah dance mums geez on of those mums had a boob job done and she looked like mutton dressed as lamb , Seriously I work with naturally beautiful women several times a month , there is nothing worse than a woman in her late 40's looking skanky . Please or offend I don't care , I'm keen to watch the talent of the dancers not the mums fake boobs gross . Believe me I like looking at attractive women , they make the ugly world look better :)

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Breakups

Today I watched Online Dating Of The Modern Guy not the real title . I'm not huge on TV shows . I'd say I watch more reality programs then any other programs . Why I have no idea , they are scripted to a degree . Anyway is it any wonder some of these guys are still single , geez I certainly know now why I stayed single and havent dated for 18 yrs omg yes i feel old lol . Honestly people break up because they either weren't compatable or drfted aparted . Or maybe the guy was an asshole, or the chick was a bitch . Maybe there was times he stood her up , ignored her , cheated , abused her , or maybe she done thoses things either way they weren't compatible or got bored and drifted . End result it's over and people move on , just like time . I always drift off on topics Online Dating Of The Modern Guy ( not it's real title ) , I'll watch a few more eps hoping the guys change though as one guy is the biggest goober , I'd rather watch commercials then watch him and I had commercials .

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Sunday, July 27, 2014

Breakfast In Bed

I cannot believe I am having breakfast in bed [ toast with vegemite and a mocca coffee ]. I am one that believes food should not be eaten in the bedroom and try enforce that often . But today or should I say this morning I'm braking house rules . I actually don't eat breakfast very often , maybe once every few months . Who would believe that a black foor would be so yummy .

Sleep Time

I should try get some sleep yawning definately a sign sleep is required. Although O'm tempted to make a coffee and do some blog hopping , something Iuse to do a lot a decade ago . wow where has the time gone . Oh yes I'll have a coffee and do some blog hopping.

Planning My Holiday

So now my mind is set on visting and spending one month in Malaysia . I guess I should really look at where to stay , I was thinking an area outside of KL , but honestly I have no idea . I guess I have a few blog friends who's advise I can ask and of course my dear friend Desi , who I shall also meet with when visiting Malaysia . Places I want to see while staying in Malaysia Blue Mosque Shah Alam Twin Towers KL I City looks cool but not sure about the lights ,. they could trigger a migraine . Beaches Islands Just enjoy my time there and not rush here and there , I'm sure I can achieve that within one month . Where to stay hmm hoping to find gated . security . townhouse accomadation . I definatly wouldn't stay in a hotel / motel or highrise .

Where Did You Go

Throughout the past year 15 year of my online experiences some have been good and some have been a nightmare . Ther certainly are some weirdo's in this world and many more in cyberspace. There are certainly people who I wish I never crossed paths with in cuberspace and real in life . There are also ppl that you wonder from time to time , where they went and what they were really like in real life . There was only a few people I chatted with for over a year , but they have sadly passed or just disappeared as easily as they appeared . That is life so make a huge difference and you will never forget them others just cause frustration and sadness . Anyway I often wonder what happened to Lone at LoneStar Time does pass by so quickly . On that note I'll post a you tube video

Kalau

Kalau A Small Word With A Big Meaning Or Maybe Not . It's 4;41am I often find myself either staying awake until daylight or falling asleep at 11pm and waking at 3am. Thepass few mornings I've been watching US news ste and strangly , it sounded so weird when I changed the channel to Aussie news the accent sounded so annoying , I had to change back to US . Ever since I was young I wanted to go live in the States . Now my youngest is 18 and well my children have all grown up. It won't be long until i can travel anywhere I want to go ,visit California is on my 10 things to do before I die list. Visit Malaysia is also on my, list although I was planning on visting Malaysia this year but due to on going medical tests It's been postponed until next year , I am hoping to spend at least one month in Malaysia , although I'm not sure if I could be away from my best friend for so long . Right now my best friend has snuck into my bed and is purring so loud hehe , what a naughty noisy kitty .


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Free Image hosting by ImageSnap Hanging by the moment Lyrics Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you. Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me. Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you. There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you. Chorus again. I'm hanging by the moment I'm hanging by the moment I'm hangingby the moment here with you ........................................................................................... Fort Minor Lyrics Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can say Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home ..................................................................................................................................... I so love this song , although it's kinda sad. I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
A little darkFree Image hosting by ImageSnap Enrique Lyrics Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life. Cause you're in my memory... You, when you remember me?... And before you set me free, oh listen please... Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Somebody's me... Somebody's me... Oh yeah... FAR AWAY Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go




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