Religion V Reality
It's 5 am and seriously about 5 degree's not heater is on damn it's cold . I've spent the past week with the dreaded flu , waking at early hours in the morning.
So boredom lead me to surf the net about religious views after reading a fb post all religions teach peace , well maybe they do but that doesn't mean anything just because something is learnt /taught
doesn't mean it is abided by .
Take religion for example it is taught children are brainwashed to believe what the hear , after all you hear something often enough you simply believe it .
How many times does a person read something and automatically believe it , without questioning any facts , too many times .
I believed all the religious brainwashed crap that was instilled in me as a child because I was a child and didn't understand half of it , like Mary was a virgin oh yeah as a child I didn't know what a virgin was so it was just another word .
Funny how I look back now and can remember being the only child in school without rosary beads and how I didn't have a jumper or winter school uniform in minus 4 degrees but yet all I wished for was rosary beads , for pray.
Time passes and we all question some things in life , I don't know how old I was when I stopped believing Mary was a virgin at the birth of Jesus and religion seemed messed up , why do they say Mary mother of God like huh when Jesus is suppose to be Gods Son ?
Time passed by and religion just makes one feel guilty for not being saintly , when the majority of those leading places of worship are committing the most horrific crimes , and lying and deceiving
I hate going to church I went to my daughters wedding I didn't want to be in the church , all that ran through my head was did he who she stands before rape children ? How many children have been molested or raped in this 100 year old church .
Fuck it I have no religion and I never want to be inside a church ever again , you can worship an entity you don't have to enter a church to do so !
When I die I don't want any association with religion what so ever , I just want to be cremated and nothing else ! I don't fear hell because I have lived in earth, I am not religious and in death I shall have eternal peace .