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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Thinking Back

Well Sis and Emilio came up to visit last night , we spent hours looking at photos ect.
They left this afternoon and i was thinking back another time another place.

We'd looked at photos i has put up on a blog 2 years ago , and tonight i wondered where my thoughts were two years today.

Well i was so excited about going to Enrique :) it was the best of time i'd ever had.

Here are some things i blogged about 2 years ago.


March 10, 2004
Enrique

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To J
Only four more sleeps hehe
I hope he sings these
Yes i am going,even
if i have to crawl into
SEC

Enrique

Rhythm Devine
From the coast of Ipanema
To the Island of Capri
All the way to Kuala Lumpur
I will follow you wherever you may be
From the moment, I first saw you
Knew my heart could not be free
Have to hold you in my arms now
There can never be another for me

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
Your heart will be mine
All I need is
To look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you´ll be mine

Can you feel the heat of passion
Can you taste our love´s sweet wine
Join the dance and let it happen
Put tomorrow cares right out of your mind
As the music draws you closer
And you fall under my spell
I will catch you
In my arms now
Where the night can take us no one can tell

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
Your heart will be mine
All I need is
To look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you´ll be mine

Gotta have this feeling forever
Gotta live this moment together
Nothing else matters
Just you and the night
Follow on the wings of desire
Now the rhythm's taking you higher
No one can stop us from having it all

You are my heart......you are my soul

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
You´re heart will be mine
All I need is
The look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you´ll be mine

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
Your heart will be mine
All I need is
To look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you´ll be mine

Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Burning thru.....Burning thru


Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Burning thru.....Burning thru

Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Burning thru.....Burning thru

Enrique ,,,Have Always Loved You,,,Lyrics

Since the beginning of time
Since it started to rain
Since I heard you laugh
Since I felt your pain
I was too young,you were much younger
We were afraid of each other's hunger

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby,I have always loved you

Since we kissed the first time
Since we slept on the beach
You were too close for comfort
You were too far out of reach
You walked away,I should have held you
Would you have stayed for me to tell you?

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby,I have always loved you
Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you

And when you call it makes me cry
We never made time for you and I
If I could live it all again I'd never let it end,
I'd still be with you
Oh God,I miss you

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby,I have always loved you
Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separat ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you

Enrique

Hero Lyrics

Let me be your hero

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
Posted by sweetspirit at 03:53 PM | Comments (0) | TrackBack
Online Love

What Can One Say,,,,,,,,
I will give you, some of my
Thoughts on this each day

My Thoughts For Today

They maybe distorted as am slowly becoming more and more unwell.
But i hate laying in bed.

Ok z

So your looking for love maybe
Sometimes loves comes when we least expect it.

I think for me maybe that is the best way.

Anyway i tend to drift from topic to topic oooppss

I think ,,,yeah i think too much hehe.
Ok z medication is making me silly.

Ok serious now.

Are you looking for love in the right places?

Do you truely believe you can find real love online?

Are you looking for a soulmate?

Or are you looking for someone for right now?

Are your expectations to high?

Do you believe all that you are told?

Are you naieve?

Are you honest?

Do you tell little white lies?

Do you really care?

What are you really seeking?

Are you lost?

Are you Lonely?

Can you trust enough?


If distance plays a part, can you handle the distance?

Can you really love someone ,

That you can't see in reality?

That you can't hold in reality?

That you can't know in reality?

That you can't be with in reality?

That you can't do things with in reality?

That you can't share with in reality?

Think of the above list before embarking on long distance relationship online.

I have a few friends in cyberspace and in reality that have met online and
made it a reality.

But of course their are the ones that haven't made it ,and for them it has been
just as hard letting go as if it was a reality relationship.

I guess my advise for online love is to follow your instincts , and not your heart.

Why you ask ,i will tell you another time.

Who am i to give advise , i am me hehe.

Seriously i have been there , and i am
still trying to work through it.
sounds crazy well life is crazy at times.

Ok i gotta go cook roast ,boo hoo me too
sick too eat .But must feed everyone else.


tcz
Posted by sweetspirit at 03:24 PM | Comments (7) | TrackBack
Looking back

Some say Don't look back
Some say look forward
I say

We can close doors
But we must make
sure that in time
we will open them
if need be

Sometimes in life
It is easier to shut people out,of of lives then to share anything with them.

Or just maybe the one person,it may be that the one person has caused
us to feel a pain we don't want to feel ,or made us see a side of ourselves
we don't want to see or acknowledge.

Whatever the reason for such a decission

One must truely think it through because such a decission,can lead to regret.

Time is precious no one is guaranteed any amount of time in life
death comes to all at anytime any place.

Death is our only Guarantee in life

Now i am not saying we should all forgive people and forget their wrong doings against,no way not ever would i state that.

What i am stating is

We learn from our own mistakes,so it is not wrong to look back to our past
at times.

For if we stopped looking back and recalling what we done wrong.
We would soon makes the same mistakes over and over again,maybe
that is why we do make some mistakes twice ,cause we don't take the time
to check back to similar circumstances.

I know myself i continued to do just that block out the past ,and just live in
the present.How stupid is that huh ,well i don't live in the past it is back
there where it should be.

But hey it's ok to go back and sort through it, what you may have done wrong
what you may have done right.It's a way of learning who you have become
and knowing in which ways one has changed since then ,be for better or be for
worse only you know the answers.

I've read a lot online lately
There seems to be a lot about people holding on to the past or memories
or lost love.

I don't believe anyone has a right to judge another persons feelings,cause
you can't know what that person is feeling.

If you don't have anything nice to say,then say nothing at all.

Do unto other's as you do unto you.

I lived i have loved

I have seen the brightest side of people

I have seen the darkest side of people

People have seen the brightest side of me

People have seen the darest side of me

I seen people cry,i have seen people die

I have seen people love,seen people cry

I still live ,I still love and like everyone

else throughout life we will all

Go through the above

,,,,sweetspirit,,,,,,,,

Finally this is what i want to share

Years ago a friend of mine had broken up with his gf.

He told told her ,if they weren't going to get back together
he would kill himself.

I talked to her about this,she said said she didn't believe him.

One week later , i received the devastating news of his departure.

That i cannot share as even now ,after all these years hurts still.

But what i will share is the words of his gf .We talked about their
break up and and at that time in my life i had also broke off
my relationship with my bf but i wasn't speaking to my x.

She said to me life is too short , and that i had a choice
i could still be friends with my x and talk too him an i
shouldn't take it for granted.

As for her she now had no choice because R was gone
and she could never tell him anything now, he didn't
even know i still loved him when he died.

So i guess i try to live by this now
That at anytime i am not getting
along with someone,i still try
hard to let them know i care.

Anyway try not to judge others

Live and Let Live

Try treat others how you'd like them to treat you

Take carez

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