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sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: January 2015
sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
AUS V UAE In Newcastle Will It Be Canceled !
On Saturday we were almost melting with the heatwave today we are almost drowning .
It's pouring down and has been since 2am , now I'm about 18 km south of Newcastle or I should say Broadmeadow Stadium and I have to wonder if tonight's game will be washed out before it starts .
No reports on the $1.3 million surface , I'll just keep checking twitter for updates facebook is too slow.
I've had 30 mins sleep in the past 24hrs this flu / fever and chest pains are killing me , time for more meds .I do hope the game isn't canceled and moved to another location ( where the sun is shining )
that would probably be OS because it is Australia and the trust about our weather is one day it will be so bloody hot and next day it will be so bloody wet !
So sick with the flu but still going to the semi final
I'm so sick with the flu and its been one of those days nothing went right . I really know to never shop at JB Charlie staff are so rude and most lack having enough brain cells on how to to comprehend a basic sale .
So as sick as I am I'll have to do the trip to Kotara JB where staff clearly are educated and have enough brain cells to not only answer phone calls but acknowledge a deal and follow it through.
Once again totally knew I shouldn't have went to Charlie JB as usual they suck ! But I was an I still am burning up with this stupid secondary flu / chest infection , feels like someone has kicked me in the chest 100 times .
Well I have my Aussie Green and Yellow giant Kangaroo for the Semi between AUS V UAE
I also bought an umbrella hat lol coz it's raining and will be raining , maybe I should just go but a yellow raincoat .
I was going to upload some pics of my soccer fever / aussie fever but I'm too sick and can't find any online to dl n ul .
I've to have a shower and try get a few hours sleep , I have to drive joey to work 4.40am .
Socceroos :) guess I'll be sitting in the rain with my crappy flu oh well it will be worth it because the atmosphere will be amazing :)
Last night games were awesome JPN V UAE and IRAN V IRAQ
I am loving the Asian Cup 2015 well I will be sitting in the lower bowl no bay 16 for me
When I was buying tickets I was like ewe I don't like heights , I like myfeet planted close to the ground lol .Yes I'll be on the lower bowl seats not the hill but right next to the hill.
I am so excited for the socceroo's game ! Yay I get to tick off another my do before I die experience !
I'm happy and everyone I know is happy and looking forward to this :) and we don't care about those whingers complaining Newcastle sucks , sorry douche bags !
Newcastle is beautiful and so are the surounding cities :) we have the city and we have the coastline and most important the people come together when they need too .
OMG Can I Have My Heart Back ? This game is taking a toll on my heart lol .
I scared my cat , so I had to put her to bed , so I can yay n sigh loud poor kitty .
Well my family is getting smaller and smaller It won't be long until it's just me :( .
I'll be home alone , well I am home alone most of the time .
Joey is moving out he just got his own place today ! So now it's just me and Bai , I think Bai will be home for a couple of years but who knows what the future holds .
Oh and I get a cat because he cannot take her with him , it's all good because I would miss her too much :)
So I'm not back to work just yet , I now have some silly flu !
I've been watching H1Z! stream with Bai poor deer :( I don't care about humans or zombies but don't arrow the deers !
I am so tired hmmm bed is calling me :) . So last night I went to the Asian Cup at Newcastle
it was good .
I was on one side of the stadium and my youngest son the other , so I snapped away with my
Nikon and I just spent hours searching for Where's Bai ? Not Where's Wally !
It's so hot right now I'm wishing I moved into a house with a pool , beaches are closed due to a great white shark sightings apparently 5 mtrs long and weighing 1700kg hmm huge.
Mean while at home we are swelting my baby is so hot poor kitty .
Now I'm sure I can stay awake for this game !
Piss that Oman number 12 off, WHERE'STHE#REDCARD grrr poor Timmi
DAMN I'll be booing him on Saturday ! KARMA WISH
It rainnmed most of the day and a little tonight , the cool change is good although it's not really cool It's just not sweltering .
I spent most of my day being lazy on bed :) I was going to clean my car but the rain came down and I decided to rest instead .
Although I've been on holidays for a month and really didn't want to go back work but I know
I was worn out and now tonight I am back being creative and just done 4 hrs so all is good.
Now I love the rain and I am thinking of my fav rain themed songs lol
My List
November Rain
Purple Rain
Let It Rain
It's Raining Again Rain sound Rainy Day Lyrics I Wish It Would Rain
Crying In The Rain
I'm sure there is more but I'm too tired and my best friend Ellie ( my cat ) is all over me n my keyboard
Watching and Listening To Old and New Music Videos
I'm realising songs I used to love some are just boring lol . I'll post the ones I like :)
This post reminds me of Lone and midi files :) wonder what ever happened to Lone !
That's all I can say ! Now I love games that are entertaining , the goals no way reflect the ability of Kuwait's goalkeeper Hameed Youssef ! The man certainly showed his goalkeeping skills especially in the 84th minute . What a game :) Oman vs Kuwait - Tickets Newcastle Stadium SAT 17 JAN Oh yeah I think I'll go to that game :) . I really want to go watch Japan play :)
Watching the Sooceroos :) gone are the times when It was myself and my children all together watching soccer at crazy hrs . Well I sometimes watch Newcastle and Everton play , but always support the roos :) .
I have my sleepy cat .
Taylor Swift sings Shake it off I say Work It Off Just done 35 mins on treadmill , time for a shower ! Dancing for 30 mins can burn 250 calories Teadmill only 35 calories geez Time to get dancing lol Shower and then beach :) without my camera , yes I'm just going to enjoy the beach .
Listening to Dear Darlin Thinking back dreaming , Hmmm funny how we dream of people that once were so significant in our lives only to wake and that person no longer exists in ones life .
But one is still left with the thought of you , it will linger throughout the day until the sun sets and rises tomorrow.It's a beautiful day and I am going to enjoy it an afternoon at the beach :) .
Delerium - Just A Dream (Featuring Margaret Far) Lyrics
Walking barefoot on the shore
Hypnotized by the ocean roaring
Thoughts of you drifting in and out
Never fails to calm me down
I still see your eyes when light hits the water
And I've never seen a color so beautiful
So blue... Ocean blue
I keep moving to the distant sounds
And visions of you drifting in and out
Clouds mixing with the sand and the sea
Sounds get carried on the ocean breeze
I still hear your voice from across the horizon
And wasn't that you walking into the shadows?
In time I'll believe it was just and illusion
In time I'll believe it was only a dream
I still see your eyes when light hits the water
And I've never seen a color so beautiful
I still hear your voice from across the horizon
And wasn't that you walking into the shadows?
In time I'll believe it was just and illusion
In time I'll believe it was only a dream
Till then I will breathe you in from the ocean
And walk with the waves rolling under my feet
Verse 1
Dear Darlin', please excuse my writing.
I can't stop my hands from shaking cos I'm cold and alone tonight.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried.
Pre Chorus 1
And if my words break through the wall and meet you at your door, all I
Could say is:
"Girl, I mean them all."
Chorus 1
Dear Darlin', please excuse my writing.
I can't stop my hands from shaking cos I'm cold and alone tonight.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet.
We tried.
We tried.
Woman: I understand where he's coming from
Verse 2
Been thinking about the bar we drink in.
Feeling like the sofa was sinking.
I was warm in the hope of your eyes.
Pre Chorus 2
So if my words break through the wall
and meet you at your door,
all I could say is:
"Girl, I mean them all."
Chorus 2
Dear Darlin', please excuse my writing.
I can't stop my hands from shaking cos I'm cold and alone tonight.
I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried.
Middle 8
Oh I can't cope.
And I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried. We tried
Songwriters
ELIOT, JAMES / DREWETT, ED / MURS, OLLY
I think I have taken at least 6 weeks holiday and I still haven't completed everything I wanted to do in this time .
Another child is no longer a child and is moving out soon , leaves one to go and I am getting use to the idea no the fact that soon I'll be alone with my cat :) .
I am looking for a car I never buy new cars , I don't like to waste money ! I was so tempted to buy
A 2 litre peugeot 206 cc I went cruising with the roof down the 2 litre peugeot 206 cc is a beautiful little car and the drive was so smooth . If it had been an auto I would have bought it straight away , I prefer an auto for city driving and plus I was hessitant for the fact it felt like a me me car and with one of my my sons still at home being 6'5 he would hardly enjoy being in the peugeot 206 cc !
But now he is moving out soon and hopefully getting his P's he can have my current car as soon as I buy a Peugeot 207 cc , So I will feel a little silly cruising around in my Peugeot 207 cc by myself , but it will nice ! Yes I've decided the 207cc is a better option , now I just have to find one .
Well I fell asleep with my cat ( Ellie) actually we always fall asleep on the futon together ,she is so naughty eats the xmas ! Hence I can only have a tiny tree and must pack it away when she is with me .
She unwraps xmas presents and rips paper up , she will unwrap birthday pressies too .
She is naughty but I love her immensely . She guards presents lol , mostly she smooches for tuna and naps with me :)
You know you are getting old when all you kids are out either at work or celebrating New Years and you stay home with your cat lol.
I'm not a party person , I thought of going out by myself to the sailing club for dinner and sitting by the water . But my son was working and I certainly am not impressed with the supermarket , after the hold up on Monday night ( midnight ) . My son was the only male working back tonight with three females . Big companies are all the same only care about $ I am hoping in time he seeks employment else where .
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
