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Tuesday, December 30, 2014

They say everything happens for a reason

I've been so sick an in bed the past 3 days n nights . My son works from either 1 pm until 10 pm on weekends and week nights 3pm until midnight .

I pick him up from work at midnight , being sick he decided to organised a lift with a co worker .
I told him to be careful , I would prefer he had a day job as it is a bad area where he works .

Just after midnight he called to say  the supermarket had been robbed and he was safe .
I am so glad he is safe and I am glad I was sick because I would have seen it all happen as I wait
right in view of the front counter . I'm also glad his brother had his keycard so he wasn't able to buy anything after his shift , which meant he wasn't at the counter at that exact time .

Although shaken as he was told call the police as the robbery was taking place and he went and locked up the supermarket , as the robber fled . I am so glad he has arrived home now and is safe ,
 but it is back to work for him tomorrow as if nothing happened .

It annoys me that my son went locked up the supermarket and when people are suspected of stealing they ask him and other staff to scope out the situation .

They should have security especially at night , I've been saying this was going to happen , it was just a matter of when ,


Sunday, December 28, 2014

So glad xmas is over

I've been sick all week with a fever and sore throat feels like Ive been downing razors .
I managed to get a surprise 21st done for Joey and a Kanye Cake but the past two days I've slept all over the place how I managed to clean up , I'll never know . I think I have bronchitis or tonsillitis
maybe both , I just feel like crap.

I checked flights to KL for April , I'm too sick to be to excited but I will be when the time comes .
I cannot believe I was so busy I missed 90 day fiance haha , yes reality TV , it is as real as one wants to believe it is lol .

The weather has gone from 41 to 17 deg and I'm burning up with a fan right in front of me .
Thank goodness the supermarket opens in 90 min I need some throat numbing lozenges  .I hate having to go out when I'm sick I wish I had someone to take care of me :( oh i'm a sook lol.

Oh I need more zzzz , it appears I've stuffed up something on this laptop doh .

Friday, December 19, 2014

Forums = 90 Fiance forum

Ok it's offical I have no life lol , I've been reading 90 Fiance forum and wow ppl take reality TV too serious .
I mean honestly who cares if these people stay married or get greencards , it's not going to change the viewers life lol. Hehe some comments are crazy and it appears ppl are starting to use the forums in hope of striking lucky and meeting someone lol . Some creepy ppl on those forums lol.

Imagine

Imagine
Yes listening too John Lennon ,

I can imagine no heaven it is easy , as time has passed by I have my own faith I have no religion !
I was baptised in hospital as a child only because I was run over by a car twice .

I attended religious schools the nuns ewe nasty n well I won't talk about anything else .
I never chose that faith it was given to me and therefore my choice to leave it.

I now after having my own belief for so long am drifting towards the fact death could be the absolute end and really that wouldn't be bad if in death that is the total end , nothing more :) .

If there is something better than good , who knows maybe this is hell . Only each individual will know .






Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try

No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do

Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion, too

Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one

I hope someday you will join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can

No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You, you may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one

I hope someday you will join us
And the world will live as one

Songwriters
Lennon, John


Sleepless In Newcastle

Another sleepless night , it is that time of year when I have a million things to do !
Two birthdays within 5 days a birthday on the 20th an one on the 25th and of course
xmas .

Plus Dr's dentist omg it's endless right now it's break time :) a handyman is due here at 8.30am .
It's cloudy and sky is grey the cool ocean  breeze is calming oh how I want to go go to the beach
and just sit and watch the waves come in , yes the best things in life are free.

I love my kitty

Listening to Dear Darlin :) another sleepless night !

Monday, December 15, 2014

90 Day Fiance = Weird

I find 90 Day Fiance a bit weird , season 2 clip snips here and there .
Danielle's friend converted to Islam and married a muslim but ended
up getting a divorce and left Islam within a few weeks of airing the season .

Even if one was to divorce seems strange to leave a faith unless one wasn't fully
converted .

But it is reality TV and all reality TV is scripted to a degree . You need to watch this Snippet Clip
then this Snippet Clip  Definately an eye opener lol .

I miss catfish oh well i guess snapchat killed catfish hmm . I wouldnt know I dont chat with anyone any more .I haven't for years my two closest ever cyber friends Ayie and I well we drifted apart and my dear friend Tony passed away :( .

I realised I don't have any friends in the real world I've become a recluse , I have  aquaintances but friends nope they're all aquaintances I have my dear friend Desi whom I keep in touch via email and plan to meet in Malaysia some time in the new year .When i stop being such a recluse :)

I cannot wait to visit Malaysia in 2015 :)

OMG Bad Routine

I'm in such a bad routine I should move to the States lol , considering I go to bed at 8am tsk tsk.
I spent most of Saturday on bed with my cat watching videos on faith tap , doh some are so sad I was like damn go out an take some photos or clips instead of wasting life away .

But nah I couldn't be bothered anyway was going to head to the beach yesterday n today but I haven't been to sleep yet . My addiction to reality TV shows lol , hmm why I don't know because I have always thought watching too much TV is a waste of life ! It's good to block out the real world for bit  like 3 hrs pw now I'm like 3 hrs a night tsk tsk .

I need to try sleep and get organised I have a 21st Birthday Party to organise :) wow where has the time gone .

Sunday, December 14, 2014

The Script - Nothing

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Welcome to Myrtle Manor

Welcome to Myrtle Manor

Haha I was blind but now I see ! Best line ever from a reality TV show , yes I watch too much reality TV .
No not really it is just my company , the TV is just on so my house isn't extremely quiet .

Friday, December 12, 2014

Gingerbread house

I am in such a bad routine , Wednesday night I tookmigraine meds and those pills just knock me the following day , my head was pounding . I'm so behind with everything but I take on too much  right now i feel burnt out and behind in everything but i have to find some r n r and pace myself .

On the weekend I'm going to make a gingerbread house yumay .

What more can I say


It might take a life time but its better waiting then wasted

It might take a life time but its better waiting for the right one then being wasted on the wrong one !

It's not easy but it's worth it


Point First


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Tuesday, December 09, 2014

Some Gifts Are Treasured Forever

I received this Happy Birthday Singing kitty 12 years ago from Nurreez .
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I always play it on my birthday it's a tradition :) lol . Sometimes it crackles or plays fast , but I absolutely love it :) . The flowers were for my Birthday this year from my son Joey :)
It's morning I just want to go to the beach and take some photos 
It's cloudy and overcast but I would still love to go take some photos hmm the smell of the ocean and the solitude of just being totally alone at the beach at 5.30am :) 

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Saturday, December 06, 2014

Trashy Females

OMG  There are so many trashy females about  , they act and speak more disgusting then men .
Being liberated is one thing but behaving and acting like gutter trash is another and they complain they're single .

No guy in his right mind wants to date foul mouth , attention seeking gutter trash  . I actually feel sorry for guys trying to find a respectable female in Australia , I think they are few and between.

Friday, December 05, 2014

Summer Days

I use to love spring and summer oh and going to the beach , but this season has just been hot and stormy . Just when I thought I'd go out grey clouds and thunder .

Stupid TV Shows = My 5 wives

Omg who would marry or be with a guy and share .. These women are just emotional wrecks the guy is selfish , I get it is all out in the open but geez why would a women put herself through that crap !
Stupid show no wonder I fell asleep hmmm sleep .

Thursday, December 04, 2014

SLEEP TIME

It's been raining oh how I love laying in bed listening to the rain , not to mention the cool change .
Oh I was going to go out grocery shopping  but I think I will just snuggle in bed with my fav blanket and snooze hmmm . Dreamland here I come !



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ICQ CHAT

Gone are the days of MSN messenger and long gone are the nights of MSN chat , It actually  feel like a lifetime ago when used MSN chat .

Same with ICQ  I haven't been to chat rooms or used a chat room for probably a decade !
Too many ketboard warriors and to put it frankly way too many fwits .

Plus I buried myself in work and couldn't be bothered making new friends online .
I have no interest in meeting local people , I think I just generally don't like people lol.

Maybe oneday I'll start meeting new people , if I ever stop being a hermit lol .

It's 4.07am I fell asleep watching TV and woke at midnight grr 2 hrs sleep and now I am not tired at alll . So I thought I would blog about anything , I would say my 16 years in cyberspace I have befriended some nice people and some rude , nasty , even scammers so really it takes all kinds to make a world and they exist everywhere . In real life and in cyberspace .

Ok I got sidetracked and was watching you tube videos and checking old blog posts , it's actually 8 years ago since I used chat Wow how time flys by ! I use to love IMVU CHAT it was fun !
I  just got caught up watching all my old youtube videos most are on private :) .

It's almost daylight a jog along the beach would be nice :)

Tuesday, December 02, 2014

Today

It's a beautiful day , don't let it slip away :)

A reminder to myself not to spend too much time online :) .

Most of my work is online or done on the pc , so i really have to
make an effort to get out of the housing because other wise  my breaks
become watching something online .

That is another reason why I have been looking to purchase a business , but
the one I want is located near Blue Bay and I don't want to move away from
Lake Mac .

This week I will be inspecting a 5 bdr house it is an older style home but it's big
which means I would have plenty of rooms and that is a must to become a foster parent .

But first things first as I have never been on a holiday , so I will go visit my dear friend
Desi in KL before I foster a child . I am really looking forward to holidaying in KL :).

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Len and Alina


Len and Alina 

 We Live and learn :) What can I say  at least his business got a shout out !

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90 Day Fiance | Season 2 Episdoe 7 | I Have To Tell You Something



I am addicted to this show lol . Time for shower and 90 D F :)
It's so hot feels like 45 deg , If I had a pool I'd be in it :) .

I don't even know who my favorite couple are hmm , nope
not like season 1 , from the start I just adored Kirryam .

The couple's if that is what they can be called .

Danielle and Mohamad

Well in the forums greencard is the most popular word !
What is my opinion on this couple hmm , without
stating the obvious ok he is muslim so he cannot carry on
on TV and kiss Danielle ect , but it does appear to be a
relationship of convenience .

I am under the impression she lead him to believe she had $
and the fact she paid to fly him to the states geez Louise .
I would never pay for a guys ticket that would spell GC to
me, honestly if he couldn't use his own funds then No Way .
He should have paid at least half the cost hmmm !

I guess everyone to their own and he did say she is acceptable
to him . After all she isn't a floosie or pub S , so time will tell .

Amy and Danny

I like Amy and Danny and I wonder how scripted the show is
because Danny's dad is stuck in a time warp lol .

Chelsea and Yamir

I like this couple ! But I don't really have much to say about my opinion
but her parents are lovely .

Evelin and Justin

I think Evelin is just lovely :) and I am glad Justin walked out of the family
get together when his sister inlaw was disrespectful .

Cassia and Jason

Cassia is awesome haha searching for the porn mags and keeping
Justin inline !

Daya and Brett

Well Brett certainly should have sorted out the bedding / sleeping situation .
I like Daya but I am a bit iffy on her !


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Free Image hosting by ImageSnap Hanging by the moment Lyrics Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you. Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me. Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you. There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you. Chorus again. I'm hanging by the moment I'm hanging by the moment I'm hangingby the moment here with you ........................................................................................... Fort Minor Lyrics Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can say Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home ..................................................................................................................................... I so love this song , although it's kinda sad. I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
A little darkFree Image hosting by ImageSnap Enrique Lyrics Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life. Cause you're in my memory... You, when you remember me?... And before you set me free, oh listen please... Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Somebody's me... Somebody's me... Oh yeah... FAR AWAY Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go




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