Oh youtube addiction lol . not really I have just spent my day cleaning and watching videos on yt.
Oh course I did go out for a short time , to buy coffee ! Nothing exciting although I did scream
when I went to get into my car lol .
I kinda live in scrub land or a gully lol , I really don't like it here although I'm only a few blocks from where I use to live , this place is tiny and expensive plus i still have things in storage that cost 400 a month plus rent I really should just find a house for $550 pw because thats what I pay for rent and storage .
Anyway I'm housing hunting I want a house with inground pool :) . I also don't want to be close to trees like where I live now , bunnies are cute but snakes and lizards creepy crawlies and spiders I don't like at all .
I screamed when there was a lizard at my car today lol .
I wish my zoom lens was on my camera , doh critters and pets !
Steam your desired vegetables and strain , do not cook until soft ensure vegetable's are still crisp !
In a pan crack and place 6 raw eggs cook on medium heat
Add your strained steamed or 80% cooked vegetables into pan with eggs and chicken pieces
If desired !
Cook until bubbles start to appear then flip until the eggs are cooked through an omelette is ready to serve .Add salt and pepper after cooking or when cooking . I never add when cooking only after !
I just realised the time opps I haven't slept yet tsk tsk . I have been looking at a business near Blue Bay hmmm . I really would prefer to relocate to Blue Bay but I'm also looking at a business on the
Gold Coast now relocating to the Gold Coast is a big move , but that would feel like going home to me :) my heart belongs on the Gold Goast it's home .
This is my final chapter in my life and it's like where do I really want to live and enjoy my life
hmmm . I'm not having a b list it sounds stupid and to say a dream list , hmm I'm too old to have a dream list a fact list hmmm .
Ok my main list lol travel OS do volunteer work that's number 1
Buy business near water ( the beach ) I always have to live near the beach near nature .
Seriously considering fostering after I do the above , yes I've already raised 5 children
and well I'm single and have been for so so so long , I don't date or drink or go out
I'm mostly by myself so I am in a good situation to care for another child , that needs
a loving home .
I hate when I think things and know deep within my heart my feeling , that inner most deepest feeling I am right all the signs are there , but I get scared of finding out I am right because rally I want to be wrong when I am right about the bad stuff !
So i usually say nothing , write it down in a book and dont follow through , what i really want to do. Then when facts surface n i am right , i am anoyed becoz i didnt follow through when within my mind and deepest thoughts i was right . It is not about being confused by being very scared of being right.
Maybe next time , this time i was just too scared n for that i carry a heavy burden of deep sadness for what could have been , Maybe next time i wont be too scared of what lies ahead and will believe in myself enough to follow my instincts . riptaiwfy
I just want to go live on an Island and be free :)
No neighbours , No clothes , No people , No TV , No Internet , nothing but some towels n sheets lol .
To be that free would be amazing , I think I'm reminising of my childhood days and the beach being my backyard .Growing up on the coast n surfing in the morning :) .
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Letti - Letti in the US
