So Tilly the adopted Kitty saves the house :) . Reminds me of our Ellie , she is like a dog growls if people are outside hehe .
She is the best company . I'm looking for a different house and one house I really liked , I decided against it because Ellie could be in the kitchen while i cook , yes she sits in the kitchen while I prepare dinner . There was a time when I wouldn't allow our cats in the kitchen , times change kids grow up and are no longer in the kitchen when I cooked . It's now Ellies turn :) .
Here is the i cannot put the link in grrr . Just click post title for link .
Ever since my son started working almost 4 years ago , I haven't had a routine worth having.
With his odd hours and no public transport during most shifts , I am the driver zzzzzzzzz .
He finished at 7pm tonight and no public transport after 6pm on sundays . He will be up for
work in just over two hours . He is such a good worker and a hard worker often doing 9 hrs shifts
and even when his sick he will still go to work , because he doesn't want to let anyone down .
I really cannot stand fake people
What was it oh yeah dance mums geez on of those mums had a boob job done and she looked like mutton dressed as lamb ,
Seriously I work with naturally beautiful women several times a month , there is nothing worse than a woman in her late 40's
looking skanky . Please or offend I don't care , I'm keen to watch the talent of the dancers not the mums fake boobs gross .
Believe me I like looking at attractive women , they make the ugly world look better :)
Today I watched Online Dating Of The Modern Guy not the real title . I'm not huge on TV shows . I'd say I watch more reality programs then any other programs . Why I have no idea , they are scripted to a degree . Anyway is it any wonder some of these guys are still single , geez I certainly know now why I stayed single and havent dated for 18 yrs omg yes i feel old lol .
Honestly people break up because they either weren't compatable or drfted aparted . Or maybe the guy was an asshole, or the chick was a bitch . Maybe there was times he stood her up , ignored her , cheated , abused her , or maybe she done thoses things either way they weren't compatible or got bored and drifted . End result it's over and people move on , just like time .
I always drift off on topics Online Dating Of The Modern Guy ( not it's real title ) , I'll watch a few more eps hoping the guys change though as one guy is the biggest goober , I'd rather watch commercials then watch him and I had commercials .
I cannot believe I am having breakfast in bed [ toast with vegemite and a mocca coffee ]. I am one that believes food should not be eaten in the bedroom and try enforce
that often . But today or should I say this morning I'm braking house rules . I actually don't eat breakfast very often , maybe once every few months .
Who would believe that a black foor would be so yummy .
I should try get some sleep yawning definately a sign sleep is required.
Although O'm tempted to make a coffee and do some blog hopping , something Iuse to do
a lot a decade ago . wow where has the time gone .
Oh yes I'll have a coffee and do some blog hopping.
So now my mind is set on visting and spending one month in Malaysia .
I guess I should really look at where to stay , I was thinking an area
outside of KL , but honestly I have no idea .
I guess I have a few blog friends who's advise I can ask and of course
my dear friend Desi , who I shall also meet with when visiting Malaysia .
Places I want to see while staying in Malaysia
Blue Mosque Shah Alam
Twin Towers KL
I City looks cool but not sure about the lights ,. they could trigger a migraine .
Beaches
Islands
Just enjoy my time there and not rush here and there , I'm sure I can achieve that
within one month .
Where to stay hmm hoping to find gated . security . townhouse accomadation .
I definatly wouldn't stay in a hotel / motel or highrise .
Throughout the past year 15 year of my online experiences some have been good and some have been a nightmare .
Ther certainly are some weirdo's in this world and many more in cyberspace.
There are certainly people who I wish I never crossed paths with in cuberspace and real in life .
There are also ppl that you wonder from time to time , where they went and what they were really like in real life .
There was only a few people I chatted with for over a year , but they have sadly passed or just disappeared as easily as they appeared .
That is life so make a huge difference and you will never forget them others just cause frustration and sadness .
Anyway I often wonder what happened to Lone atLoneStar
Time does pass by so quickly .
On that note I'll post a you tube video
Kalau
A Small Word With A Big Meaning
Or Maybe Not .
It's 4;41am I often find myself either staying awake until daylight or falling asleep at 11pm and waking at 3am.
Thepass few mornings I've been watching US news ste and strangly , it sounded so weird when I changed the channel
to Aussie news the accent sounded so annoying , I had to change back to US .
Ever since I was young I wanted to go live in the States . Now my youngest is 18 and well my children have all grown up.
It won't be long until i can travel anywhere I want to go ,visit California is on my 10 things to do before I die list.
Visit Malaysia is also on my, list although I was planning on visting Malaysia this year but due to on going medical tests
It's been postponed until next year , I am hoping to spend at least one month in Malaysia , although I'm not sure if I could
be away from my best friend for so long .
Right now my best friend has snuck into my bed and is purring so loud hehe , what a naughty noisy kitty .
Do you ever feel broken , so broken that you don't want to let anyone in .
I guess ther would be few people that have never felt broken .
This morning I am broken and my blog is my saviour , Strange how in life
one has to keep hanging in there n living so others don't hurt .
It's like existing as long as one can so that others dont have to greive yet .
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go