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Friday, December 19, 2008

4:19 am

Oppps I'm off to zzzland damn facebook hehe . Well this week has been hectic finally my landlord has repaired a leaking roof , the painter will be here in a few hours i better get some zzz .

Napoleon Perdis Cosmetics = Emmillie


With Alex Perry Princess Safari Runway Shows comes Napoleon Perdis Cosmetics .
Yes it looks glamorous and Napoleon Perdis Cosmetics are beautiful .
Of course sitting being prodded for hours and having ones hair pulled to the limits is agony .A 20 minute runway shows takes months to prepare for and on the day it takes about 12 hours for a 20 min show .Of course I'm extremely proud of Emmillie , she gave up her time and traveled to do the show for Charity Breast Cancer .

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Alex Perry Safari Princess Runway Emmillie


Alex Perry Safari Princess Fashion Show Designer Dress worn by Model Princess Emmillie :)

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Alex Perry Safari Princess Collection - Emmillie


Alex Perry Safari Princess Runway Show Emmillie in Mr Alex Perry Design .

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Mr Alex Perry N My Princess Emmillie


Mr Alex Perry N My Princess Emmillie
This was Em's first runway show at Monte Pio .
Back stage pic

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Highlights of the year .. The Good The Bad The Ugly

Highlights of the year , the good the bad the ugly .
Well with everything good bad crap comes as well .
Nothing is ever what it seems .
Em embarked on her modeling career this year and it is an ugly industry .
But i will post something good about it , but believe me most models are treated like crap and although it looks like glamour , fun , and high life believe me when one's daughter is under 18 and the mum has to get her from here to there for castings and put up with all the shit , hmm well lets say thank God for my dear friend Desi , who always lends and ear and gives sound advise in words of never forget to pray .
Ems very first casting was for Mr Alex Perry , damn what a day i won't go there .
All i can say is the castings sucked big time .

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sweetspirits thoughts on dating

Sometimes when i need to take a break from it all , not because of any reason just to slip into dream cyberspace .
No seriously every once in a while i scan the single sites out of boredom and sometimes i reply to a msg , but mostly i don't reply beccause I'm not a time waster .

I've been single for 12 years and haven't dated anyone , because as much as i think it could be nice to have someone in my life and my childrens lives , it just might not be . So i decided many years ago to wait until they move out and then my choices won't impact on their lives .

Well sometimes i think it would be good for the younger ones to have someone other than me in their lives , as they don't see their father and I'm all they have .

Anyways tonight while i was reading messages on plenty of fish , I realised most guys aren't tall .

Geez most guys are 6ft or less . I realise that my son Joey who is 14 turning 15 in 6 days is 6'2 geez i don't think i will meet someone taller than Joey .

Yes i feel short although I'm not short compared to average aussie female .
I know Bay is going to be taller than me by this time next year , Skye , Em , Nick and of course Joe are all taller than me .

Well there you go I'm off topic already .

cheerz

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Happy Birthday Bugs



Happy Birthday Bugs :) I hope you had a wonderful day :) , it's still the 16th over there muahugs Happy B Day

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

No Canvassers Welcome - Thank you

No Canvassers Welcome - Thank you
Living in and affluent suburb brings with it weekly canvassers .
They've become as annoying as tele marketers especially Telstra , you can't get rid of them . Even though I'm registered with " Do Not Call " and i have a silent number .

Anyways Telstra now send the annoying tele marketers to one's house . I so had to tell
one guy last week , I'm just not interested . The guy acted like he was deaf and dumb .

But today one this very afternoon the doorbell rang i looked around and then heard a voice . Hello my goodness it was like i looked up to heaven lol and the most beautiful male species besides Enrique , was there before me . Talk about gorgeous , now i walked to the door in my daggy jeans and Mickey Mouse top i was indeed in heaven lol .
No i can't remember the guys name , all i remember is him saying . I'm arrh not one of those ( I have a sign near my door bell ) No Canvassers Welcome - Thank you .

Damn i said " I think you are " He said no i'm selling anything I'm with Jackgreen

Well i must say he is Islander and damn he was just too gorgeous to say " I'm not interested .
Damn i couldn't be rude to this guy , I've never seen a guy so totally good looking .
So he told me about Jackgreen and asked if I'd be interested in changing electricity companies hmmm . I said " I will think about it , and he asked if he could come back at 6:30 pm .
Damn if he's been aussie or any of race i probably would of said " I'm not interested .

But i just couldn't be me and be mean . Guess he caught me on a good day .
Now i feel like a guy that talks to chics just coz their good looking lol.

Oh well if anything has been worth while then getting up to talk to him was lol .

Just joking but hey Islanders are swarming over here and thats a good thing , having something nice to look at hehe.

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Nights In White Satin




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I believe in you

I can drift back to days n nights gone by and i shall not hang my head with a sigh .
My goodness i use to listen to this song over twenty years ago , wow and it now reminds
me of a time 5 years ago . Yeah music n songs can take to many places manmy emotions .
I believe in you is all i need to say .

To my dear friend you know i love the driving rain and if friends leave your side remember i am the one that will always believe in you .



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Beauty And The Beast

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Has anyone ever written anything for you

Yes in my darkest hour people have have written for me and yes i given back and asap i will list those , although they all know who they are :) and this is your song " Thank You "
Gotta dash out ....

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Silent Night

Hmm I'm thinking of Em and it's almost time for me to go pick her up . She loves Elvis songs :) and well i love Silent Night .Of course I love Emmy :) and all my children .
So i should find some Christmas spirit and enjoy the good in others :) .




My Fav is Stevie Nicks it took me about seven yrs to find her Xmas cd .

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Footprints In the Sand

When your searching for that inner child and you feel lost , remember you'll find my footprints in the sand . I may be far by distance but I'm near by heart . No matter what .

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Back To The Start



Lets go back to the start / Or in Desi's thinking lets find the child within .

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Lost that Christmas spirit

As each year nears the finish , i find myself less and less interested in Christmas.
Years ago when my children were all at home and i guess even when my eldest two moved out and into their own homes , i still decorated the house and enjoyed Christmas to a degree .

Now only eleven days to go and still no tree is up , nothing . Maybe it's the fact I've had workers coming and going replacing my main bathroom ceiling .

I'm sick of messy workers with muddy shoes and being lazy , not cleaning up the damn mess.

I don't think it's the work or even the fact i can't find a part to my Xmas tree .

I think i left the catholic faith and Christmas as well .I mean honestly i didn't ever choose to a Catholic , i didn't have a choice when baptised .

But as and adult i had the choice to leave and i did . I believe in God but not the Catholic faith .

The Catholic church disgusts me , everything they have covered up for decades and swept under the carpet .Raising money through the church to fund legal cost for
paedophile priests .

The last time i was at a church and the priest was preaching " All i could think " was he a paedophile .

I'm not the only one who thinks that while in church , i know others have told me the thoughts run through their minds as well .

What a screwed up world we live in .There is no healing this world it's too late .

So i guess live and enjoy it while you can and avoid the creeps .

Violence / Bullying Australian schools the worst

Bullying / Physical violence worst in Australian schools

Now the use of a cane by principles and rulers by teachers was removed from schools in Australia over ten years ago .
Because most of the teachers took it too far and thought they could hit children repeatedly for trivial things , like speaking
in class and not completing homework .

Believe me i know when my youngest son was hit repeatedly with a cane on several occasions for speaking in class.
I removed him from one school and another after a year five teacher hit him with a ruler about 30 times on his legs .

Damn no wonder parents fought to have the cane banned . The cane was a deterrent against violent bullies , but not
at the hands of principles and teachers that are never accessed for their mental problems only is they pass the marks .

Even then some don't give a crap about academics , just getting paid and having more holidays during the year then
most people after all it's just a job .

So the teachers can't use weapons so to speak , cane , rulers ect to hit students most teachers just yell and scream like nutters .

The increase in home education in Australia this year has risen by 16 % is it any wonder bullying is the main reason children are
removed from schools .

Bullying in Australian schools is truly beyond bullying it is in fact physical assaults that are too the extreme and the schools do
bloody nothing .

A student can be punched in the face , by another student from behind . Be knocked out get up not know who hit him and require
medical attention .

The school will call a taxi for a child that has head injuries a gash from his face requiring stitches . Now the bullying gets half a days
detention and is allowed to go ice-skating and resume all school activities .

Of course the school could give a damn about the bullied child , because he didn't hit back or cause trouble his not the aggressor .
The bully is the aggressor and requires understanding and help .

What a load of shit no wonder the violence never stops . Another school a student aged 9 is pushed down 15 cement stairs and injures his back
and leg . The child is crying in severe pain the on duty teacher tells him get up go eat you lunch and stop crying , the child can barely walk .

Of course this isn't the only incidents and assaults that occur a 6 year old student had a skipping rope " basically a think rope " tired around
his neck and was draped by several other student from a veranda unable to breathe a teacher did go to his aid .The student wasn't given
medical attention nor was his parents informed .After arriving at school to pick her son up , the mother instantly asked what happened to her
sons neck ( as he had huge red marks around his neck ) . Her son informed her what had happened . She spoke to the principle and the
principle said the boys that done it were being silly . Asked why she never contacted the mother so she could take her son to the doctors
she said oh i didn't think to .Not to mention her other son was pushed over on a playground of tar and was in shock , a teacher said
well you should of not been walking through where football is played .The injured child's doctor , was shocked that his injuries were caused by
being knocked over in a playground , the doctor said " He looks like his been hit by a car as he had head injury and numerous lacerations.

The teacher was just and arrogant pig and always grabbing / hurting and pushing students .

So violent bully students , violent bully teachers and the police well they don't give *uck as Australia has stupid 8ucking Laws .
Violent teens get away with everything thing for years before the police even bother or give a shit.

So taking a child away from abusive teachers and students is in fact a good thing especially in Australia where racism is so high .
I mean look Asian and your called Gook , Asian 8unt ect .

So Aussie schools suck for the above reason s and lets not forget all the paedophile lurking in the schools from catholic priests
to male and and ever increasing amount of female teachers . To hell with all of them and honestly i don't care if people
like or dislike what i say write .

My children are home educated for many reasons and they are much happier they still see and interact with their friends from soccer
and basketball of course and just every day things on the weekend like xbox and online games ect .

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Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Miss Me, But Let Me Go

Miss Me, But Let Me Go

When I come to the end of the road
and the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
and not with your head bowed low
Remember the love we once shared
Miss me -- but let me go
For this is a journey that we all must take
and each must go alone
It's part of the Master's plan
a step on the road to home
When you are lonely and sick of heart
go with the friends we know
and bury your sorrows in doing good deeds
Miss me -- but let me go.

-- Author unknown

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Free Image hosting by ImageSnap Hanging by the moment Lyrics Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you. Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me. Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you. There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you. Chorus again. I'm hanging by the moment I'm hanging by the moment I'm hangingby the moment here with you ........................................................................................... Fort Minor Lyrics Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can say Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home Please Come back home ..................................................................................................................................... I so love this song , although it's kinda sad. I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
A little darkFree Image hosting by ImageSnap Enrique Lyrics Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life. Cause you're in my memory... You, when you remember me?... And before you set me free, oh listen please... Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Somebody's me... Somebody's me... Oh yeah... FAR AWAY Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and never let me go




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