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sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: October 2008
sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Seriously Thinking Of Moving
Seriously Thinking Of Moving either nearby to a larger home with a yard or to Redhead.I like both houses but hmm Redhead is more what i want it's closer to the beach :) shops doctors :) the other house is just up the street and nothing is within walking distance . Well here that is cheap or here i like that 1 :)
You My Friend You My friend You don't always show it, but I know that you care. You My friend If I'd ever need you, I know you'd be there. You I'm glad you're my friend. Your smile makes me smile. Your pain makes me hurt. You My friend I want you to know: If you need me--I'm there. make you happy, make you laugh. You My friend Sometimes you make me mad, but I can't stay mad. You My friend Sometimes I want to get away from you. And sometimes there's nothing I want more than: to talk to you, to tell you about my day, to hear about yours, to laugh with you, to tease you, to share an inside joke, that no one else would get, to argue with you, but know we're just kidding.. You My friend Do you remember the time when...? There are so many times. You My friend Don't ever lose the wonderful person you are. Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay you. You My friend I'll never stop being your friend. Don't ever stop being mine. You My friend Just wanted to tell you: I care. ~Author Unknown
Well that's two of my boys playing beach footy .Joe at 14 is 6"1 yes he towers over me , only last year he was shorter than me I'm 5"5 .I know it won't be long and Bay will be taller than me .Well I'm not the least tallest in my family Sissy n I are the same height .
The bins at the beach are a tiny bit yucky , but hey people use them and that's a good thing . Redhead is a clean and beautiful beach perfect for my resting place .
It's been a busy few months and lots to deal with and sort through . Just when you think arrh I'll take a break , yeah right . There are no breaks when you're a single mum of five with no extended family .
Well don't get me wrong I'm not complaining , i wouldn't have it any other way . So life has been hectic , even now i need to go shopping but I'm gonna blog for release .Desi i read your post and yes i agree cyber friends are indeed a gift :) .
Some come and go just like in the real world . Should i correct that we are all in living in the real world but just communicating via technology .
Yesterday Desi's post got me thinking back a few years ago . When i first wanted to buy a digital camera .Who did i ask for advise arrh Acat after all he already had one and was always nice .So yesterday when i bought a new camera i was thinking where have the years gone , haha Acat and i were talking about 4 megapixel camera a few years ago .So of course i had to buy a 10.1 megapixel camera .
I've been spending a lot of time at my destiny :) the beach .The sunset was awesome but my old camera just didn't produce what my eyes had seen :( .I'm still gonna share those pics ;) ,.I hope my new camera can produce better pics .
By the if your Aussie and after a new camera go to a JB HI FI store they have the best prices , they give gr8 deals and warranty it totally awesome :)
As for my cyber friends not mentioned in this post I'll catch up soon on facebook :)
You are an executive. You are consistent, reliable, thorough and persevering. You can also be socially charming. So you are good at managing others at home, in your social circles and at work.
You are efficient too. You have high standards and take your duties seriously, focusing carefully on your assignments with sensible and concrete thinking.
You are somewhat traditional. You like people and are generally comfortable with them. You work hard to build and support your family and social networks. You are very protective of those you love.
You respect schedules, rules and routines. Appropriate behavior is generally important to you. Yet you have a streak of the independent thinker in you. As a result, you have a good balance between conventionality and originality.
You are also a good leader. You acquire the perks and status of rank more easily than most. And you handle your possessions gracefully. You also enjoy time alone, pursuing your personal interests.
The rain comes down so often in spring time . I love the rain , i could go walking in the rain right now , but I'm still sick with the flu and tonsillitis . It's been raining since last night . This moring i could of stayed in bed all day and just listened to the rain . But of course in reality i couldn't because no matter how sick i get there is always kids to feed , food to cook , dishes to wash , clothes to wash . Yes there ia always something to do , and i wouldn't want it any other way .
Reflections of you , reflections of me reflections of times that use to be . Throughout lifes journey we all reflect on now , then , when ect . It is good to reflect on the past because by doing so we can learn how much we have grown. Not by height , but by wisdom and strength .
Sometimes we feel we've been given too much . Like a game of cards we were dealt too many cards or given the worst hand .It's how we play the worst hand or too many cards that helps us win even the worst dealt cards .Days and nights can be just like bad cards and it's how well we play our part that will help us win in the days / nights end . We can reflect on the past and if bad choices were made be sure not to take that path in the future .
As for reflection , well being sick with the flu always is a time to think . So much has happened this year that i feel like I'm constantly dealing with issues from 6 weeks ago .
How to catch up with today and not miss out on it . I don't want today slipping away dealing with issue's from August .
So i planned each night I'd do catch up with paper work from August and i gave myself yesterday the deadline , not long enough .
I should really be doing statements now but i need a break from it .
I always get side tracked even this post is totally side tracked . Geez i was going to post on reflections of the seasons , not months .
I think I'm still stuck in winter / August maybe if i finish that paper work i can move into spring / October .
Well I'm feeling a bit better so i should go and finish it today .
Every time i surf the net for anything , just to live in cyber land for a while. Yes escape reality . I always end up side tracked :) pop ups or something takes me some where else .
Today i was searching rentals , yes I'm seriously looking to rent else where . Well as i said i was searching rental and got side tracked and ended up checking out interracial dating sites .
I found one of the best sites I've ever come across :) firstly it's free to join you can chat for 120 minutes for free each month :) the searches are awesome :) you can seek out what your looking for real quick .After all everyone has preferences , so one may as well cut to the chase.
Hanging by the moment Lyrics
Desperate for changing. Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started, chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you i'm letting go of all i've held on to i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
Forgetting all i'm lacking. Completely incomplete. I'll take your invatation. You take all of me.
Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you. I'm letting go of all i've held on to. I'm standing here until you make move. I'm hanging by a moment here with you. I'm living for the only thing i know. I'm running and not quite sure where to go. And i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by the moment here with you.
There's nothing else to lose. There's nothing else to find. There's nothing else, that can change my mind. There is nothing else. There is nothing else. There is nothing else.
Desperate for changing, Starving for truth. I'm closer to where i started chasing after you.
Chorus again.
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hanging by the moment
I'm hangingby the moment here with you
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Fort Minor Lyrics
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know it's a little f...ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little f****ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little f*&*ed up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
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I so love this song , although it's kinda sad.
I just had to put it on here :)
How can you deny me, Something that is so true? Our friendship is worth the world to me, But my dream is to be close to you. We support each other endlessly, Giving hope through thick and thin. But my heart bleeds constantly to be near to you, Whispering the word, When? I gave you a path to my heart, And on it you certainly found your way. Now lying in my spirit, I dream of us everyday. And it’s the mystery that lies within you, Your soul I wish to be near. But as for now I will continue loving you, Quietly remaining here...
Enrique Lyrics
Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...
How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone,
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...
You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...
FAR AWAY
Nickelback - Far Away - Lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Letti - Letti in the US
