sweetspirits dayz nightz destiny desire: July 2006

Yasmin's Getting Married Create Your Ideal Man

First it was Renee's getting married , but of course things don't always go as planned .
So now the newest reality tv show is Yasim's getting married , it starts next tuesday on ten.

Hehe i am going to watch it , i think it will be interesting .

Of course you can create your ideal man online hehe , i can't say mine turned out
the way i imagined he would tsk tsk , but hey you can try again until you get him right hehe.

Oh i can't get him right , haha no wonder i'm still single .Maybe i'm just too darn fussy .

It's raining men haha the forum

On Being Single :)

Now lets talk on being older and single , arh sounds boring hehe.
Well i am thinking that with so many single ppl my age , it's not
bad being single of course it's good most of the time .

I'd say once in a blue moon , i think it would be nice to have a
partner , hehe and i might sign up to online love things hehe.

But hey it's just a part of life , honestly i sign up to site's and rarely
go back .

Plus i rarely reply , unless of course the person has a thing for Art .

Now i would have to say i know if a man is into Art i can of course
befriend such a person , because i know it's a meeting of minds and thoughts.

Of course i share that with Hatma , Desi ,Milos , and now Splashy .

Splashy is my new cyber aquaintance , we have only chatted once .
Because i hardly log into msn , but i did enjoy chatting with him
and enjoyed sharing his Art .

Of course the fact he lives on the GC i can relate , because that
is where i grew up and went to school .Haha Splashy asked me
to come back and live on the Gold Coast hehe , i will oneday.

Maybe

Whats your thoughts ?

I received a message from James , i don't know if i'll reply because i rarely read my messages on friendster , let alone reply to any of them.

But i guess his message reminded me of a poem i hold dear .

James message

Date:	Wednesday, 19 July, 2006 5:27 AM
Subject	luv to know you.
	hello miss, Women are the most beautiful thing in the nature. Because she imbibe all beauties from nature and expresses her beauty in the manner of her talks, walks and looks. This perception of beauty, we can feel only by heart rather than eyes. "The Mile: People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why, God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile."thats why i sent this to you to ask you the reason and i will be glad to know you as a friend.

Well i haven't replied , because i really don't have the time to make online friends
i have a few and that is all i need.

KR Castlemaine foods Recall shaved ham, turkey and chicken ..hepatitis scare

Darling Downs Foods Pty Ltd, which manufactures KR Castlemaine foods, today issued a voluntary recall of 17 of its product lines after an employee at its factory at Toowoomba fell ill with the Hepatitis A virus earlier this month.

So now we wait and hope none of us fall ill as our product used by date is August. We ate it on Sunday and Monday.

Damn i rarely eat meat and when i did it had to be a KR Castlemaine foods product , worst of all my children also ate it , well i thought i'd post this because i am annoyed it wasn't recalled earlier.

Christmas In July

I have never celebrated Christmas In July , although yesterday after servals days of being bugged for Christmas in July .

I agreed that my younger children could choose on early christmas gift , of course this will mean they will receive less come Christmas in December .

Yes well if anyone has been to Oz in July, they would know that all Christmas sales start in July.

Okz so Em wanted a DS Lite only because the boys already have a DS and play with our next door neighbour , in chat and of course download trial versions from one another , while sitting in the comfort of their own homes.

Also Em has wanted a puppy for so long ,and that i will not give into buying a pup, even though she made a website just for me .
No i said " i'll buy you nintendogs ",
i love nintendogs so cute so kewl and i don't have to take care of them , the boys received theirs last year for chrissy.

I must say i have to keep an eye on my children or they'd chat to all hours with one another tsk tsk.

Well i didn't an eyecam but maybe santa will bring me one hehe.

Friday :) Friendship Poetry

I love you as my closest, dearest friend.
by Barry Taylor

I love you as my closest, dearest friend.
Boys and girls can be just closest friends.
There is no passion greater than the one
That touches not the body but the heart.

You mean much more to me than someone who
I date and undate, want and then don't want.
They're the waves, and you are like a shore
Where I can sit and watch them kiss the sand.

I'm sorry I can't be with you today,
When you should rule by virtue of your birth.
Please accept this tribute of mere words,
Poor substitute for all I am and have.

I used to doubt you cared for me ..
by J Marques

I used to doubt you cared for me
When love was bright and blue.
We ran like puppies through a field,
But this I never knew.

We both said we were friends for life,
Not knowing what it meant,
Not knowing how to go through hell
And not somehow repent;

Not knowing love was something hard,
Like stone against the wind,
And life itself might be a prize
The heart would leave behind.

But now I know the depth of love,
And it was worth the pain,
Though not for love nor life would I
Go through that hell again!

I'm sorry that I disappointed you
by John Sankey

I'm sorry that I disappointed you
And did what I had promised I would not.
Mistakes can often teach someone a lot,
So please give me a chance before we're through.
Of all the punishment for my disgrace,
Regret at losing you has hurt the most.
Recall, I beg of you, this tearful ghost,
Yearning to return to your good grace.

Just as a wave is lifted by the shore by John Sankey

Just as a wave is lifted by the shore,
Then breaks across the slowly rising sand,
So as I watch you weep my feelings pour
Across the wash of what I understand.
I wish I could just take you in my arms
And all your pain could melt into my chest,
And all the violence of passing storms
Could pass through me and finally come to rest.
No words can set things right or presence lend
A miracle to light your darkened way,
But there is solace in a loving friend
And comfort in what I don't have to say.
Whatever circumstance you cannot bear,
Just turn to me, and you will find me there.

How little in me is not touched by you!
By John Sankey

How little in me is not touched by you!
A friendship is a light that fills the heart,
Painting with its gold each darkened hue,
Providing warmth to each sequestered part.
You are the mirror of my better self,
Verifier of the best in me,
A bridge across the unsuspected gulf
Lodged between what can and ought to be.
Expectations can be wings, not bars,
Necessary to sustain our flight.
The faith of friends in us is wholly ours,
Incoming to uplift us to its height.
No soul can see itself, but must depend,
Each on each, upon a trusted friend.

This week has been so filled with friendship thoughts and emails , catching up with friends from days gone by and the begining of a new friendship.

tcz

Desperately Seeking Suzi haha jj

Desperately Seeking Suzi ' haha jj .

Actually i was gonna blog using the topic a few weeks ago , but back then i was thinking of and old movie Desperatlely Seeking Susan .

Wow when i was much younger hehe and sillier i liked that movie , oh my it was on tv the other night , and i was like what tha .. No way how could i of liked that movie , anyway of course i didn't watch it pheewy ..

Arh but i'll tell a little story , several years ago my first female cyber friend was Suzi .

Now Suzi moved to Australia after marrying her Aussie Love , i came across her website and her story was so enchanting and sweet .

Of course i emailed her and we stayed in touch for some time , but lost touch.

So last night i was on here and thought as i often did about Suzi and wondering how she is now.

Then i found a post on the forums yes it was Suzi and she now has another daughter yes two girls, so i sent her a email and today she replied.

Wow its a small world even in cyberspace :)

I Love You But i don't like the person you are

I Love You " But i don't like the person you are , sometimes .

Yes that about sums me up hehe , honestly there are people
in my life that i love , but at times i just don't like the person.

I guess we can't like everything about a person ,because
no human is perfect .

Now i'm thinking i wonder how many ppl love me , but don't like me .

Well honestly i'm at a stage in my life where i just couldn't be bothered
any more with certain people.

I use to be straight forward and as time passed by i become reserved,
but now i just think , ya just gotta tell certain people certain things
and be straight forward , please or offend..

What's Left Of Me

NICK LACHEY LYRICS

What's Left Of Me

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

I love the song :) it reminds me of a comment
i read on a blog years ago .

It went something like this " Blah blah sent me here
to tell you .People say i am wise for my age .
But i am half the man i use to be .
He should of told you ten months ago goodbye.

Kinda think that guy was mixed up ...............
Then again if he was only half the man he used to be ..

Curiosity Killed The Cat

I can still remember a little of the song :) i guess it's a very old song.
Anyways this cat has a few lives left and yes curiosity has taken a few hehe.

Okz i kinda stopped watching bb06 after Mickey Left , but from time to time
i still saw bits here and there .Hatma also stopped watching it , so now our
emails are less an less .

I am actually glad AO was canned honestly yes at a 9.30 pm time slot
i'd prefer to be watching something else .

Yes of course we can change the channel any time , but channel ten has the best
shows excluding bb06.

Now of course i have drifted from the latest BB 06 Drama's
i am not going to comment on the scandal ,i'll keep my thoughts
private.

Anyways i'm not into porn but yes i did watch the incident .

Why because curiosity my dear friend hehe .

All i can say is scrap the show , i will not link to the video as
it is Adult content.

My AU Baby is being Naughty

Sniff sniff i have the flu , oh the joys of winter.

Well my baby hehe my car is being a little naughty , phew so i have been checking
the Ford forums . Damn i just wanna go to bed , but i really need to find a way to
fix the problem i have with my AU .

Doh tsk tsk this is so annoying reading the forums takes so long .

Okz i think i'm on the right track i just hope the problem is covered by
warranty , Ford are usually good when it comes to warranty .

"fingers crossed"

Well thats my grizzle ...
cheerioz