mind heart body & soul of me ...............
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Enrique = Yum ay
Enrique in oz ,yay
Enrique with koala,,,cute ay
Enrique in concert ,,hmm dream ay,,,his so gorgeous
Enrique ,one minute silence with Enrique ,in silent prayer
Enrique concert the greatest ever
Enrique leaving concert,only three ft away yum ay
Enrique in Erina with Anna so close ay
Enirique seems so down to earth yay
Enrique ,just can't get enough hey,,,he sings that so well.
Not to mention Knocking on heaven's door,just can't wait
til his next concert in Vic ,then his off too SA then WA
then Asia how tired would he be.
I think no one could get enough of Enrique at the concert,
yeah wanted it to last forever.
Oh well nothing lasts forever,but i'm so glad he came to oz
// posted by sweetspirit @ 4:03 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
So sick now gotta go to bed nightz
// posted by sweetspirit @ 11:43 PM
One must becareful not to believe everything they are
As it is common for guys to tell gals everything they wanna hear,so they get what they want in return.
I guess it goes for both sexes,so you gotta becareful.
Don't fall into the i wanna be with you,just wait for me.
Pfffttt trap cause it happens a lot i've been there as have many others.
If ya in a online relationship n the person is always letting you down.Move on quickly end it asap before you get to
caught up and hurt.
// posted by sweetspirit @ 11:35 PM
You could of told me
When all that crap was going on in oct,nov,dec, 2003 .
You could of told me.
I now know if you cared about me,you would of told me.
But you didn't care about me ,you just let me become
so confused and you thought it was fun to play mind
games huh that was the only way you could hurt me.
Well good for you,i hope you had fun.At least i found
out what you are really like.
Although my instincts were right ,all along yes i was just
a fool who believed.
I will never make that mistake again ,i shall follow my
head n not my heart.
I know oneday i will find someone who really loves me,and cares for me.
Who won't take advantage of me,i won't be so naieve
Well if you read this don't get angry n make more hurtful
blogs .As this is my way of releasing what i feel right now.
// posted by sweetspirit @ 11:22 PM
A woman in love or a fool in love
I think most would agree i was a fool in love.
Waiting for two years for someone to come
and meet me.
How i believed you were truely coming.Huh
counting down the months n weeks and
of course all thoses time you never came.
First it was 2001 soon you would be with me.
You said oct 2001 but after sep 11th you
said you was busy with work n everyone
just wanted to be with family.
Then you said ya busy with work ,i didn't
hear from you for ages.Oh you'd been
to South Africa oh ic australia was too
dangerous but South Africa wasn't.
But i guess i did tell you often i didn't like
how you treated me,not mailing me for weeks
not turning up online .Just constantly ignoring
me,until i would say i can't do this n e more.
Then you'd tell me no ,you had a valid excuse.
In the end i did say lets be friends,as nothing
was going to come out of it.You never wanted to answer
questions ,maybe i couldn't of handled the truth.
I just know why ,it seems like a long time to spend
on something which only taught me not too trust
// posted by sweetspirit @ 11:07 PM
Time goes by so quickly
Today i decided i don't much in regard to what happened between us ,due to the fact you stopped communicating
Well most would say you found someone new ,or you already had someone ,through out those years.
Well only you know the answers , as for me i only
know what you told me.
I believed in you ,when no one else did.
My friends said i was a fool,i guess they were right
// posted by sweetspirit @ 10:47 PM
Enrique is tha best lah
So gorgeous so down to earth,can't wait to see him again.
I will blog about Enrique and his concert another time .As if i continue now i will be here for a week n im not that well.
Enrique is a sweety
// posted by sweetspirit @ 10:40 PM
Friday, March 05, 2004
Im so tired zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Of being here
My mind needs rest n To be clear
only wish You could be here
But i have to be
On my own
If only u could see
If only i had known
Words between u n me
So far apart we have grown
Our song states a love
only few have ever known
I find solitude in thy stars above
I must be on my own
// posted by sweetspirit @ 3:13 AM
Lose myself in
I lost myself in you
// posted by sweetspirit @ 2:53 AM
I am sick of thinking,,,wouldn't it be good if one could just think about stuff,then empty out ya mind into a bin hehe.
You know when ya have some many thoughts n no answers ,but there is the one person who could give u answers.
But he has no time left ,maybe he never time
maybe it was just when he wanted to be there or just wanted me to be there.to fill a void in his life.
Maybe i was not important,guess thats how i felt maybe that is a fact.
When i sum it up i was nothing to himjust as i am nothing to him now.
Just like cleaning out ya closet,and it would all be gone n yu'd never have to think about it again.
Thats how it feels for me,like i was trash tossed away
like a piece of rubbish.
Like last week i was clearing out so much stuff from my
walk in robe,wow i use to write n keep all my poetry but
last week i just tossed it out.
But i can't treat ppl like that'
Some times i think too much ,guess thats why i come here
cause only a few ppl know about my blog,yeah itz a private blog.
Mostly ppl email me ,so thats kewl.cause i go from chatting to being totally alone in my little world hehe.
Yeah i guess at times chatting takes ya mind to other thoughts.
But i only chat with guys n honestly ,most of them are
seaching for their soul mates.
I couldn't be bothered sometimes i just wish they could understand ,i am not looking for that .
I've been there n thats it ,i have no need no more.
Just want ppl who wanna chat bout stuff in general
not ppl who wanna meet or over step the line.
oh well whatever
// posted by sweetspirit @ 12:51 AM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
It had been so long since i had spent time with Nick,and
i had been going to spend time with him for weeks,but
something always happened n i couldn't make it.
So yesterday although my car thinks it's ok to have little catnaps at intersections ,when ever its desires too.
I opted to take the bus ,well it was good to be able to actually see the beauty of Lake Mac .
Decided to buy lunch ,,,pranked Nicks phone so he'd know
i was there bought lunch.Then called him ,he said meet
me at Darby's i said Im a step ahead of you already bought lunch from Darbys .We agreed to just meet
and went back to his place.
Of course at first i had to listen to Eminem ,but it was cut
for me hehe.
Then i conned him to let me listen to my immortal,
then the Dare Devil sound track.
While i played Finding Nemo on xbox ,i told Nick
im going to give Nemo brain damage hehe.He thought
i said the suround sound was given me brain damge
hehe ,nah poor nemo kept crashing into rocks hehe.
As for me getting brain damage i already have it haha
Ater that played Prince of Persia love that game,its so
kewl being able to go back in time and be alive again
after being killed.
Ever wish u could go back in time n change something,
i guess we all wished that at least once in our lives.
Well anyway after that back to bus it home n get the others from school,then back to Nicks for the afternoon.
I decided i would buy food n he could cook so we stayed for dinner ,it was a good day n night.
By the time we reached home my flu had caught up
with me and i needed rest.
Today has been another long day n of course it's not over.
Had to take my car to goodyear n get checked out,the guys there are so nice.So spent a lot of today buses it n walking in the rain ,i love walking in the rain .
I was wonder what my mechanic thought of the music
in my car ,,my immortal,,Adam sandler songs hehe they are so funnythe one's from the wedding singer hehe n of course windows 95 haha.
Well i just remember Nick is in Sydney n lost Stv address
better try find it n call him...Plus of to GKR